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Empty BlissAll of my surroundings fill my head with thoughts,
They claw at my brain,
Working their way deep into my mind.
Every bit of knowledge blossoming into a thousand thoughts and ideas,
An unstoppable overflow; Critical.
A strange feeling comes over me,
A sudden wave of nothingness cascades over the walls,
The confines of my mind enveloped with emptiness.
It was beautiful,
A euphoric sense of peace washes them all away,
A blank sheet; An empty shore.
All my troubles,
All my worries..
Lest I forget the way they ate away at me,
Fleeted thoughts fade to nothing,
Like a fog lifted from my head,
A halo of desperation lost to the sky.
You don't understand who I am,
Just don't close all the doors,
I won't be able to find my way back in.
Sitting here in my own head,
On a bench beneath a tree,
Everything is white like a sheet of fresh snow.
I reflect upon the past.
But there is no need,
I have left those thoughts behin
Salvation, Fill the VoidA spark,
Time begins to flow again,
But this time in the right state of mind.
No longer lost to those thoughts of misplaced judgment,
I am free once more.
Free to be,
To live and love in a way that I please.
2 years is a long time to haste,
I have made my own errors,
The ebb and flow has changed.
But not forever,
The time will be here soon,
That you and I can be again.
To forgive and forget,
To stop time for a moment and look back,
Back into your eyes,
To see that flame again.
Wrap your arms around me,
Abound the warm thoughts of days past,
Not so long ago.
Let the truth shine clearly,
I'll be yours from now till the day I die.
Renewed JoyFor you and I,
The clocks turn back.
Forever lost in the pages,
The chronicles of my sinful days.
I have let you down,
A shattered glass,
I'll pick up the pieces.
Let loose the frustration.
The pain and agony,
For I have wronged you,
And you have never wronged me.
Your faith should have fleeted,
Should have faltered..
But it hasn't.
I had faded away,
And yet you still fought for me.
I will forever owe to you,
In a great debt of gratitude,
My life and love.
I had been mistaken.
Love like this is more than rare,
A diamond amongst the tiny grains of sand.
Cradle my heart in your hands,
Let go if you please.
I will fall back into the dark,
And onto me knees.
Away from the light,
I have always drifted.
Please hold me,
Those days are gone,
Trust may be shallow,
But one more chance,
Its all I need.
The sun is out again,
Life is sublime.
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